Everyday, praying for healing of us. Let it handle by God, lead me on the way he planned for us. 不知前面如何，我都会为着你和你家人祷告，让他来平复这一切的一切。。。。
Psalm 42-43 (BOOK II)
As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God.
My should thirsts for God, for the living God. When can i go and meet with God?
My tears have been my foodday and night, while men say to me all day long, "Where is your God?"
These things i rememberas i pour out my soul: how i sued to go with the multitude, leading the procession to the house of God, with shouts of joy and thanksgiving among the festive throng.
Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for i will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.
My soul is downcast within me; therefore i will remember youfrom the land of the Jordan, the heights of Hermon-from Mount Mizar
Deep calls to deepin the roar of your waterfalls; all your waves and breakershave swept over me
By day the LORD directs his love, at night his song is with me - a prayer to the God of my life.
I say to God my Rock, "Why have you forgotten me? Why must i go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy?"
My bones suffer mortal agony as my foes taunt me, saying to me all day long, "Where is your God?"
Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for i will yet praise him, My Savior and my God.
Vindicate me, O God, and plead my cause against an ungodly nation; rescue me from deceitful and wicked men.
You are God my stronghold. Why have you rejected me? Why must i go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy?
Send fort your light and your truth, let them guide me; let them bring me to your holy mountain, to the place where you dwell.
Then will i go to the altar of God, to God, my joy and my delight. I will praise you with the harp, O God, my God.
Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for i will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.
We were both young when I first saw you 当我第一次见到你的时候我们都还很年轻
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
我闭上双眼 我们的故事在我脑海里一幕幕回放
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air 炎炎夏日我站在阳台上
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns 看着这些灯，派对和舞会礼服 See you make your way through the crowd 看你穿过拥挤的人群 And say hello, little did I know 跟我打招呼 我不知道
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles 你就是罗密欧 你朝我扔小石子 And my daddy said stay away from Juliet 我爸爸说 离朱丽叶远点
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go 我在楼梯上哭了 求你不要离开
And I said 我说
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
罗密欧 带我去一个我们能单独在一起的地方吧
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run 我会等待的 现在能做的只有逃跑了
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess 你会成为王子而我就是公主 It's a love story 这是个爱情故事 Baby, just say yes 宝贝 你就答应我吧
So I sneak out to the garden to see you 我悄悄溜到花园去看你
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew 我们都很安静 因为如果被他们知道我们就惨了
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while 所以闭上你的双眼 逃离这个城市一会儿吧 Oh, oh, oh
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter 因为你是罗密欧 我是红A字 And my daddy said stay away from Juliet 我爸爸说 离朱丽叶远点
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go 但是你就是我的一切 我请求你不要离开
And I said 我说
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
罗密欧 带我去一个只有我们俩的地方吧
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run 我会等的 我们所能做的就只有逃跑了
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess 你会成为我的王子而我就是你的公主 It's a love story 这是个爱情故事 Baby, just say yes 宝贝 答应我吧
Romeo, save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel 罗密欧 快解救我吧 他们试图告诉我如何去感受 This love is difficult, but it’s real 这段爱情困难重重 但是这是真实的爱
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess 不要害怕 我们会摆脱困难的 It's a love story 这是个爱情故事 Baby, just say yes 宝贝 答应我吧
I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around 我已厌倦了等待 我想知道你究竟还会不会回来 my faith in you was fading 我对你的信心也在减少 When I met you on the outskirts of town 当我在郊区遇到你 And I said 我说
Romeo, save me, I’ve been feeling so alone 罗密欧 快解救我吧 我一直感到很孤独
I keep waiting for you but you never come 我一直都在等你 但是你却没有出现
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think 我脑海里想的全是这个 我不知道还能想些什么
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring 他跪在地上 拿出一个戒指 And said 说道
Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone 嫁给我吧 朱丽叶 你不会再感到孤单了 I love you and that's all I really know 我爱你 这是我所知道的
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress 我和你的爸爸谈过了 你可以挑一条白色的裙子 It's a love story 这是个爱情故事 Baby, just say yes 宝贝 答应我吧
Oh, oh, oh We were both young when I first saw you 当我第一次见到你的时候我们都还很年轻
Say you're sorry That face of an angel Comes out just when you need it to As I paced back and forth all this time Cause I honestly believed in you Holding on The days drag on Stupid girl, I should have known, I should have known
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town, I was a dreamer before you went and let me down Now it's too late for you And your white horse, to come around
Baby I was naive, Got lost in your eyes And never really had a chance My mistake, I didn't wanna be in love You had to fight to have the upper hand I had so many dreams About you and me Happy endings Now I know
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town, I was a dreamer before you went and let me down Now it's too late for you And your white horse, to come around
And there you are on your knees, Begging for forgiveness, begging for me Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry
Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well This is a big world, that was a small town There in my rearview mirror disappearing now And its too late for you and your white horse Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa Try and catch me now Oh, it's too late To catch me now
Problems comes, time to settle... ...is not about avoiding or else all of these problems becoming endless....
Time to think, what is the right way...trying hard to find out answers and wondering why that so, but nothing... ...
Time to learn, is not about ignore, is about to learn confront it and don't to do things that can't even convince you.
Family are the best supporters and best advisers too, share your thoughts and feelings. They might not able to help but they are able to give suggestions.
Future is uncertainty, but is significantly to plan; is not about waiting day coming without planning. Be carefully, what is your desire? Bear in mind, every decision is not joke and simply, think before do it ......
Obstacles always there but how to settle it and is about skills and wisdom. Don't lying to oneself, be truthful.
Feeling always guiding us about directions, but, unless the feeling is gone away from you. No ideas what's wrong, is this oneself wanted?
God is the one who is planning us, nothing failure done by him. But, human being differently... ...
Seeking is less helpful sometimes, or, stay cool and think about it before actions... ...
Classmate N: Are you ok? you looks pale... Momo : Yes, i still ok. Did i really looks pale?
At this time, Classmate Y also has some talks
Classmate Y: I agree too. Recently you looks listless and really pale. What's wrong with you? Momo : Apparently so? (she smiles) Classmate Y: What's wrong with you? sickness? Why don't see doctor? Momo : Don't worry and i will be fine.
She smile with all responds!
A Night without Tears
Finally, there is a night without tears. Guess, it is a good start then. The night pretty awake and watched drama without any thoughts. Guess what?! God is listening to her, because the next day morning woke up with a cool day. Weather is changing from hot and warm to cooling days.
Marketing Class & Perception
Selective Perception Process of Perception had been taught at the Marketing class last night. This remind me, 'Perception' that i saw somewhere not long while (Sigh~~!!) There was a cartoon also showed by lecturer, even worst. It stated "Why we'll never understand each other?" This is a depth thought topic between male and female. Is that really about selective perception? Is that apply to relationship as they've used in marketing practices in order to understand consumer more?
L.O.V.E Quoted from somewhere noted that "If love is becomes painful,its time to let go and save your life,but just keep in mind.If love is true,pain is never a reason to let go."
Strongly agree with the statement!!
Useless Tears Almost 2am now, is chatting with a dear friend C. She is doing all right still but only few problems with her husband. That's what i worry most about her. But, it is good and she gonna be strong as she still need to protect her baby girl. Genetic of Mother, guess so! Nice to catch up with her since left m'sa, but useless tears won the game. It only 24 hours, and cried again. Feeling so empty, so pains, so lose... ...Missing so much, so much, so much.... 心很痛，很思念，很迷失，很想痛哭。。。 。。。
The third days from 8th March to now, the feeling more calming and tears stop a while since morning, but arching are still.
She be aside still no matter what making him lost the point at this point. She is patient with it.
The exam that she attended yesterday and hoping not to be worsen. She is not confident with it at all. From now on, she stands firmly with what her decision and work hard with heaps of assignments follow by now. She believes God has positive answer with her as she found it and why this is her decision.
She is not a loser, and she won't give up with it. Time will prove it so.
人在碰到困難時，很容易會沮喪。 不過，無論受到折磨或者痛苦，都不用因此失去信心， 因為神一直在我們心裡面做著奇妙的工作。 It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering.
記著：當下一次你的小木屋著火時， 那可能只是神美妙恩典的表 徵而已。 Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.
在所有我們所認為負面的事情，神都是有正面答案的。 For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has a positive answer.
你說：「我累了。」 神說：「我讓你休息。 」(太11:28-30) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
你 說：「沒有人愛我。」 神 說：「我愛你。」 (約 3:16 & 約 3:34) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)
你說：「我做不下去了。」 神說：「我的恩典 夠你支持下去。」 (林後 12:9 & 詩 91:15) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
你說：「我想不通。」 神說：「我引領你前行。 」(箴 3:5-6) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
你說：「我做不到。」 神說：「你什麼都做得到 。」(腓 4:13) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
你說：「我不配。」 神說：「你配。」 (林後 9:8) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
你說：「這麼做不 值得。」 神說：「做了，你馬上就會覺得 值得了。」 (羅 8:28) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)
你說：「我無法原諒自己。」 神說：「我原諒你。」 (約壹 1:9 & 羅 8:1) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
你說：「我是窮苦的。」 神說：「我供應你一切所需。」 ( 腓 4:19) You say: "I'm poor" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
你說：「我害怕。」 神說：「我所賜給你的不是膽怯的心。」 (提後 1:7) You say: "I'm afraid" God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
你說：「我常常在擔憂、受挫。」 神說：「放下你的重擔，我為你承擔。」 ( 彼後 5:7) You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated" God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
Off the light, turn it on with full screen and click on HQ version. Calm down yourself and turn speaker slightly louder, this song really meaningful and nice
Heart pain and stomach pain altogether to keep these on...
傻妹woke up with tears in pain worst even and not yet get any answers to encounter all these, convince pains go away...
Faith in love might not belonging to anymore; the more effort in but pains while harvest...
Dear God,
Where are those strength, energy, and faith? they all run away without ways to get them back. She has been prayed hard and strive for all difficulties while encounter them all along, even went to wrong way and tried to get herself back. Is punishment?
Please provide wisdom and strength, she is mostly collapse by these. Let's to set pains and tears free, follow with cheerful life for her.
No matter what is the actual plan, what she should deserve for, and she won't to be given up ...
Please blessing her in the way of healing, or even faith healing. She decided that to keep each episodes and store them in the deepest of heart, and waiting to come with the dramatic changes. She rigid her belief, love as she believes god will bring her back to what she strive for all the way. This is not a silly but is conviction.
The day went home ... Was pissed off when check-in... is a damn good budget airline with a lousy services...
Reached KL and went japanese buffet at 1U... the decoration of xmas really nice...
Went PC Fair that day night... took pic of twin tower.... they look so great with lighting...
A gathering with ex-colleagues after i left .... Miss them so much and was fun with them -- dinner, drinking :)
A night with memories......
Back to Sibu after the memories night...A week at Sibu has been attended 4 weddings.... 1st wedding: my elder brother
2nd: My high schoolmate - WLT's wedding
3rd wedding : KSH - Highschool mate
4th wedding:
Same day with KSH, so only the pic i took with them. Luckily their wedding located at the same hotel... haha...
Pity my friend as she had chicken pox that time, was that mean lucky? or meaningful?
Both of them are our mates as well. Everyone still surprising and wondering how their "chemical of love" started as they no even closer to each other in high school.... ...an unexpected love =)
The tallest building in Sarawak!! Hehe...it only 28th floor if not mistaken. What is the richest of Sarawak?? Land! of course! we not need high building hahaha....
My best friend's daughter, she is cute, damn cute man!!! solution of stopping crying, naughty --> eating !!... miss her so much...:)
Back to KL just nice 11 plus to 12 and saw fireworks...... A new year started -2009!! Happy "Niu" year Day by day... a HK friend from Perth to KL visit finally....
Also, my eldest brother back from WA with her wife.... we all went for shopping, bring along my HK friend of course....
The Chinese New Year decoration of brother's hotel... Damn red but nice :P
Since awhile, we didn't get a shot
Time to go back Sibu for CNY......
House visiting - group of my primary schoolmates.......
"Rhinoceros" visited Sibu for most CNY...people suffering with flooding, An unhappy new year, affected daily life and business....... The other cities and towns of Sarawak also affected by flooding as raining everyday...... Sigh!! environment causes, political causes, and climate causes...
Due to bad weather, stay home most of the times.. Finally, a trip to kuching!!
Visited my friends who i hadn't met over 3 to 5 years
Gathering with gang of friends in Kuching....
Times running out.... holidays end real soon! A final week countdown at KL prior back to perth.
"lou shan" with ex-colleagues and final gathering. The first time as well as final time "lou shan" prior CNY end.
After lunch of "lou shan", we went K ...... =)
The final met up!! - Lunch Friend C with her baby... She is cute and pretty, like smile all the times =) but vomited on me 2 times on that day... hahaha
I would like to deserve blessing for my dear friend who is rest in a peace, Joan. I miss you and pray for your family to be stronger and happy without sadness. God, bring the peaceful and blissful life for her in another world. Thank you Jesus and pray in Jesus name, Ahmen!
This is a sad news that i heard at CNY time that only 2nd day. She is young, pretty and lovely girl who should deserved more blissful life. No matter what causes that take her life away and i miss her still. I shock of this and no more chances to meet you anyway my dear friend. God bless you.
New year time with flooding around in Sibu. What a annoying!!! what are the goverment doing there? sigh...... speechless with all these. Really boring and nothing much with CNY as year by year and growing up . One thing really more important is FAMILY that all my beloved. Perfer more times spending with family rather than friends as not much time enjoy with them and we wouldn't know what will be happen the next day. Anyway, a new year ahead and wanna bless everyone stay with peaceful and joyful life, healthy as well. God Bless.
