4:40pm, received a sms from daddy. It is a sad news, doctor just announced that my grandmother might not longer of her life and get ready for her. I shocked and lost for second.
I don't know what should we do - my brothers and me. Should we take leave and home? Should we expect the worse?
I gave a call to dad, voice of his - sad, tired, sniff. I wordless as i don't know how to comfort him because i am lose too.
Since we all are here, i called up my cousin brother. I told him that he is the oldest grandson at back home now against others. Go and visit her for three of us as we don't know how far she can go anymore, and we are not able to do anything as far away.
What i heard is that she is weak, she is suffering, she is living with machines. We all don't know how far she could go more and depends on herself.
I praying so hard to God, should we keep her staying or just release her? I rather to release her since she is suffering. BUT... i don't feel like to let her go... 25 years, my dear grandma...
Tears shed, non stop... Dear God, please give strength to all of us and keep her in warm with fearless. Keep angels and look after her. Pray in Jesus name with full of my love, Amen.
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