Mid of June, it is mid of June now...
Grandma passed away about 2 weeks to now. It only about 2 - 3 weeks, but seemingly ages passed for me. It is difficult to describe it to words and you might not get it. Never mind!! things happened and it must be some reasons caused.
Life still keep going on, as time is waiting for no one. Life changed, Thoughts changed, Decisions changed.
Mama, i miss you. I bet that you are enjoying new journey at God's home. It was Sunday and pretty sure that's why 'he' picked the day. I'm sorry that i didn't sent you off and did not performed well in the exam as well. Hopefully, result will be a pass. I'm sorry, and i could stay little longer for you indeed. Selfish !! is a bad drive!!! I get what i desire for, but, i am worrying too. I not sure if this is right or?.....
No matter it is rational decision or ... It is what desire for, enjoy it then. Answers? none of us know it, so take it, go for it...
God is leading us .....
