Emotions VS Hormone

Emotions are uncontrollable .... easy get into impatient way as Hormone changing, terrible i know...!!Felt depress once a while at the noon.....

Pre-natal melancholia, i think i would belong to this kinda group of people one day...

I don't want, i don't willing to be this way... no ideas, just cant control it, maybe i just want "sayang"....but ...

might be , it was right... ... it shouldn't be this way... In rational, in realistic, should not be together, feeling is not everything...

She is right, no one can change anyone if the person come with these... even me... isn't it? no solution... no solution without one need to change.... seeing it is hard gonna to be....

before it gonna be worst, shouldn't think twice?

been years... nvr better.. maybe it is because that the earth is round and round.... really tiring.... i think the best way is .... to... leave me alone forever....

Anyhow, have to love myself more =)

EXAMS!!

Exam period~~~~!!!! November...

Extremely in hoping and it gonna be the last fight!! hohoho, i just can't wait, can't wait to get on stage and stand there to take my certificate front of peoples...!! :P ****cross finger**** praying hard on this...=) bless me my friends whoever read this then...

Gonna be the hardest one, and i will try to do the best. I leave it to God and he decide..By the way, thank you so much my dearest Father Lord, gave me such a great "gift" before the exam - scored the highest marks =D. I really excited of this and keep my smile on face =) ~~~~ at least, i feel less stress now. After exhausted for a couple weeks, this result really fantastic and injecting a faith onto me!!

Maybe little excitement and let me still awake now ;p have to force myself get in a nice sleep.... to get a start of revision...

**** cross finger ****