13/2/2010 midnight
today is about chinese new year eve. I pretty awake still, and wondering why so many things keep on and appearing on my mind..?!
Is not about emotions now!! just unsolvable thoughts are playing around ... shall do? or shalln't do? shall say or shall not say? yes? or no?
There are so many why and wonder for, but i know there are so many answer unable to seek for...
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a word ----> speechless ...
